Buh-bye

I'm not sure why, but you have decided you're done already. Your arrival was sudden and unexplained, as was your departure. I have a feeling it was meant to be because I have no answer from you no matter how many times I ask. You just felt like dropping me, I guess. Well, I suppose it was all in good timing.

One more week of a relaxing summer break and then what may be the hardest semester of my college career commences.

20 hour a week job
16 legal GV credits
4 LCC credits
3 (4?)extra curricular organizations
2 dance classes
1 Junior recital

I guess I'm supposed to have a social life, prep for the winter opera, practice enough so that I am prepping my career along with keeping up with this semester, and do the 3 credits worth of outside work required for my 1 credit choir class.

This should be a piece of cake!

I'm trying to be optimistic here.


Well, I asked for it all... It should be an experience.

To look at the bright side, next semester should be a nap on a park bench compared to this, even considering that I am taking Topology, the hardest math class in an undergrad career. And I will be doing the opera most likely. Plus... I'll still be in choir. Yugh... Good thing it's my last year of it.

Next summer's goals:

Study abroad Ireland or Egypt
Participate in a really good REU or get accepted into a summer long music theater or opera program
Knock out one gen ed class online at LCC
...Meet someone special? Pretty sure that is not a goal so much as it is a longing to make it a habit of finding someone special every summer only to have them toss me a side like a blanket with anthrax. I may be resentful a little. =P It is at the very bottom of my list. Who needs it?

I'm excited. This year, as stressful as it is going to be, just may be the year that I break into my real adult self... Or it'll just teach me to never try to break my limits again.