What can I say about myself? My heart is open and my soul is open. I am not waiting and I am not pushing. I am just living. I am just breathing. I am just creating and being. Everything is as it should be and as soon as it isn't I change it. I am in complete control of my life and when I am not all I do is let go and everything is okay.
Everything is so cool; what I see ahead of me; what I see before me; what I see behind me. It is all just so impressive. It's so incredible. Everything fits snuggly. It fits all around me. It breathes with me. It bends to me. I am endless in it.
I am going to Costa Rica in March!!! =] I also auditioned for my first professional opera (the chorus, no big). I am applying for a scholarship so that I can do a vocal summer program. I may just apply for a research position here at GV. I may go to Virginia after school is out. It all...... is great.
... You know, when you let go of letting go, it's funny that what you had always wanted when you couldn't let go happens. But now when it does, you're still gone. And you feel you may just never come back because you just don't have to. Because you finally let go. What's funny is, you really don't know that you have learned to say goodbye until what you said goodbye to says hello again. Even though you don't completely disregard the possibility that you may say hello back, you seem pretty okay with keeping it at goodbye.
Love Life
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