New

You're new. You're distracting. You make it hard to focus. You make me restless. You are just what I want. And you're right. I don't have to think about how just yet. All I know is I want you. I know it. And you truly. Not just some fantasy version I made up. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me feel again. And I don't feel attached. I still feel free, just scatterbrained. =]

Wednesday night:
We kissed.
You held me.
You told me I was beautiful.

You like me. That feels really good. I like you, too. =]

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California next week. I'm so stressing out about it. But it's still good stress I think. I am trying to hurry and learn this music as best as I can before I go. I'm so excited. I know if I just get this done now the workshop is going to be excellent. Yikes... I'm a big girl now. =D



I really love life... I love God.